CONFESSIONS OF AN HEIRESS [entries|friends|calendar] meghan [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[ December 31 ] Most of my entries are friends-only. And yes I'm talking shit about you in there. >=P 3

[ November 10 ] I have unlimited invites. Please join Vox. I rarely post here. 1

[ September 19 ] All my friends here should be on Vox. I have 5 invites. Please take them. 2

Aw... [ September 14 ] Text messages are cute. Despite the poor use of grammar. Dan (or at least I think his name is Dan, go here for explanation): u miss me? Me: maybe... do you miss me? Dan: u know i do You can vomit now. The new man of the moment could possibly be a keeper... OK, I give him two weeks. 0

[ September 12 ] I wanna get laid. I know, I'm random. 1

[ August 22 ] I'm leaving on Thursday. It's hella hitting me. Hard. I've been crying on the drive home from work. Today was actually my last day. Saturday I had sooooo much fun with my friends. I went to this club called Crash and never had soooo much fun in a club in awhile. I didn't get to see Tommy Lee since he was in the third level VIP, but I did get to talk to my favorite (and hot) DJ Ean. OMG. Hotness. Friday I hung out with the Napa boys really...funny how I have some kind of history with half of them. LOL! Yesturday I went out for dinner at Fume with my girl girls. After that me and Jess went to a friend's house and reminsced over glasses and glasses of wine. Fun, but sad. It's hurting like a bitch right now. I have to start packing my shit too and I haven't even started. 0

[ August 15 ] I have a lot of stuff I want to update on. But I have to go to work right now, get gas, and get a salad for lunch. I've been eating like a heffer these past few weeks and I've gained weight but I don't really look like I have (only if you count my preggo looking stomach). Anyways! Reason as to why I have posted is because I have two Vox invitations. First two will get them, send your emails. 5

[ July 31 ] I don't think I'm thin. Well, I think I am, but not as thin I was in high school. My friends complained on how thin I was getting lately. I still weigh a lot which is weird. I just want to lose my face fat now...and it's hard. UGH. 4

[ July 25 ] After two whole months... I finally got my period. And I am happy. I was wondering why I was feeling all irritable all day. 2

[ July 2 ] In celebration of getting my license back (I got it back on Thursday!), I went to the city twice this weekend and went on a much deserved shopping spree. Well, even though I should be returning half the shit I bought due to the fact I'm not saving any money and I'm totally blowing it all on clothes I don't need. Well I bought about a million dresses...haha. Express had pretty black dresses on sale for $20. And I'm a huge Express whore...I don't know why. Anyways, I went to the San Francisco and visited the bar scene. Pretty fun. Except that it was not my night with the sirs and I believe I struck out a lot. Funny thing, I was not at all drunk. I hate the fact that a lot of men are big pussies now. No man has enough balls to talk to a girl anymore unless he had a couple of drinks in his system. With me, if you're hot...I'll go up to you and start striking a conversation. And if you're lucky (well if I'm intoxicated) the next five minutes we are making out! LOL...I'm working to change that...to at least an hour. HAHAHA, I'm bad. I'm so tired. And for some apparent reason, I'm bloated. I've been bloated for a week now and it's kind of annoying me because now it seems like I haven't made any progress with losing weight. I haven't had my period too. Which is weird because I haven't gotten any in months and I did get my period in May. But not June. And it's July. Fuck, weird. I'm not stressed or at least I don't think I am. Whatever. I don't have no goddamn pregnancy scare. It's probably my body being funny since I'm losing a lot of weight. 5 minutes later... So being bloated all week means that I got my period. Fuck. I wanted to go to the beach on the fourth. 1

[ June 27 ] I'm crying like a little bitch right now because my wisdom teeth are fucking killing me...well the one on my left. OMG. I want to fucking die right now. Now it totally reminds me to re-schedule my dentist appoint for next week. OMG. I need this to be out because it hurts so bad...but then again, I don't want them to pull my teeth out because it's going to hurt 100 times worse. God I want to die now. HOLY SHIT THIS FUCKING SCARES ME. I'M IN SO MUCH PAIN AND LOOKING AT THIS MAKES THINGS WORSE! 10

[ June 25 ] Ryan Seacrest is an asshole because he threw his AMEX black card at me. I met Ryan Seacrest today at work. He's tall as me (I'm 5'5") and he's super skinny. He wore some white capri pants (gay gay gay) and was rude to me. Well, he did smile and say hi and ask how my day was...but he threw his black card at me so fuck him. Ryan Seacrest is gay. Maybe he came to NorCal for the Gay Pride Parade...? 3

[ June 21 ] $40 on two pairs of skinny jeans. Express is the best! What a fucking steal...and they make my ass look big. I'm set for the jeans thing for awhile. I also received my Ingwa Melero dress today. It fits perfectly. Well, maybe I should've gotten a small, but x-small fits just right. Just afraid one day I'll blow up and I won't be able to fit into it again. My sister pointed out today I looked rather thin in the mid-section...scarily small. Last time I checked I was a 26. Not drinking has gotten me to a possible 24. And I'm excited. LOL. 3

[ June 17 ] OK, I didn't get a Diane Von Furstenberg dress... I got the uber-trendy one that all the celebrities are wearing... It's the Ingwa Melero Cuenca Dress. I thought it looked cute on Kristin Cavelleri, but hers was in the light blue color. Paris had the red one. I like white though...although if you do wear white to a club...not good. Especially since people are prone to spilling things on me. Or I'm prone to spilling things on myself...! I hope this looks good on me. I'm always skeptical with online shopping. The night before I purchased two tickets to the Lakers/Suns game this year. Pre-season. I'm blowing my money on shit I would never get for myself. Fuck I deserve it. 3

[ June 15 ] I am a big Diane Von Furstenberg fan. Seriously. I got big pay due to overtime this month. I finally want to buy a dress from her collection! Roma Shaunthi (as seen on Lauren Conrad, too bad you need boobs for this dress) Coyole Sonia As much as I love the first two dresses, those are possibly the dresses I cannot wear to a club. The Coyole and Sonia dresses I could get more use out of. I have a problem with wearing white to a club...due to the fact everytime I go out someone spills a drink on me. But I love the Roma dress. The Shaunthi one I'm a little skeptical about since it would look funny due to the fact I have no boobs...but the Coyole is cute and the Sonia is OK. I love the Roma dress but it would just sit in my closet for a rainy day. And that dress only comes in a 2...I need a zero. =/ Help! What do you think? 2

[ June 2 ] I met Geena Davis. Random. 0

[ May 15 ] Here at work. I got paid today. Unforetunately, I only got paid for a week and a half. =( That just means my next paycheck will be big ballin'. I paid off my Macy's and my Best Buy cards though! I'm so excited. Next will be my Express card and my AMEX. The AMEX is the big one, I owe like $2000 on it, but it's gonna be paid in full by next month and I'm more than excited. Then I'm going to cancel my AMEX due to the fact that a lot of places do not accept American Express. Everyone accepts Visa and Mastercard though... Yeah, I keep switching credit card companies. I don't know if that's good, but I pay them in full if it matters. I'm so excited I'm finally getting all this shit straighted out. It's only working out for me due to the fact that I can't go to the mall anymore on my spare time because I can't drive up there myself. Sucks, but it's helping a lot to my shopping habits. But once next month hits, I'm in big trouble! I'm getting my license back in less than 7 weeks. I'm very excited. I haven't driven in a month and I know it's going to be weird that I'll be driving again. So many customers keep bothering me and not buying anything. 1

[ May 1 ] Damn. So I sent in my resume last week on Tuesday. Called them on Friday and they said they haven't seen the resumes yet but they will look through them on the weekend. They call me on Sunday to set up an interview for today. I went in at 9 AM and had my interview which lasted 10 minutes. I didn't think I got the job...but he told me to fax my references. I faxed them at lunchtime and twenty minutes later he called to ask when I could come in. I'll be starting my job at Woodhouse on Wednesday. I'll be making a little over $2500 a month just for selling chocolate. How awesome is that? Kick ass summer job. I'm planning on going to Cabo too. I don't know though. At the same time I want to go, but that's $600 and time away from work. And I need all the month from here on out for San Diego. I just don't know how I'm going to break it to my buddy about this situation. I gotta pay off debts too. So, one whole month I'm dedicating my paychecks to paying off half my debts...yeah I'm over $5000 in debt...and the rest is money saved for San Diego. When I get down to San Diego I'm going to a bartending school to get my license in that. I don't know if I'll work my first semester, I want to see if I could handle it first. I'll probably get my license and bartend on the weekends or something if I could find some job with that. Well, I'm a girl...and I'm pretty so I'm hoping this works out for me. HA! LA! LA! LA! Everything from here on out is all smiles. This past weekend was pretty fucking fun. Friday I learned out to play hold 'em, which is good because I plan to use my skills in Cache Creek very fucking soon. Saturday I went to the bar with Cassandra and her boyfriend. It was awesome. I got so fucking shitty to the point where I was smoking blunts...and I don't usually do that. And when I do it's because I'm fuuuucked up. It took all Sunday for me to recover, but I recovered at the lake. Didn't go swimming or anything, just chilled and drank more. Pretty much drunk all day yesturday...drinking 40s in my driveway. Classy. But yeah, I've recoved from all the shit that went down this weekend. And I got a literally sweet full-time job (also 9 to fucking 5 beezies) doing what I do best: manipulating people to purchase plenty of products! Awesome life I have. It can't get no better...well it can but hey, this is great too. 0

[ March 26 ] I am sad and beyond jealous. My best friend Jessica was working today...at Barney's...and in comes JESSICA FUCKING ALBA. OH MY GOD. If I was still working at Barney's I would probably die. I would seriously die. Jessica Alba is my fucking idol. Jessica just called me and told me all the details. I am so jealous. First of all Jessica Alba is really short and super skinny...and she spent over $600 worth of stuff. I thought she would spend more. Anyways, what's funny is Cash was the one who was going to pay but he pulls out of his wallet Jessica Alba's credit card...which was funny and weird. We all know that Jessica wears the pants. LOL! I talked to my girl Mallory and she told me that they were staying at Carnero's Inn and all they did was order room service all day. How funny. Jessica Alba is my idol. I had just woken up when my friend told me she was shopping there. I wanted to go there so bad, but I was shitty and disgusting. She was only 15 minutes away from me...oh my god. I know I'm having this complete bopper moment but I've idolized her since Never Been Kissed. Holy fucking shit. I wish I still worked at Barney's to experience this. Damn. 1

[ March 2 ] So I like him. Why? Because he's not giving me the attention I want. Seriously if you want me to like you, ignore me. That's all you gotta do. Just give me just enough to hang on and on and I'll be yours. I need to find a good boy. 3

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